sigh

I missed Demogoron today. Even if it is kinda weird to be in a club that mostly sits around silently, I'm sad I missed it for a math quiz. Plus I'm way behind in spanish, so i could have stayed for that. Bleh. Back to school= back to stress

Today Misty wore her black wool coat (which looked pretty good...even though it had some straw on it :) ), which reminded me about my wool coat. Since I'm in that kind of mood, I'll tell you about it.
Last year, after months of awesome grades, getting no allowance (I'm supposed to get 2 dollars a week, but I never get it), and being an all around good child (yeah...right), my mom decided she would actually get me something i wanted. I had a pretty odd brown coat, so hey, i figured a new coat would be nice. I wanted a red, mid-length, double button, wool coat. After about 4 months of searching for such a thing, we found it at macys. It was 90 dollars, which isn't bad for a wool coat, and it was in every way perfect. I loved it with all my heart. It had silver buttons, and a cinched waist, and the shoulders weren't too square. Yet again, I loved it. So I bought it. After wearing it for about a month, my mom noticed the buttons were chipping from shiny silver to just silver. You have to realize, I didn't give a crap, and new buttons would have cost 2 dollars. But no. She returned the whole freakin thing.
Later on she found a crappy 20 dollar coat at old navy that technically met all my requirements, but i guess i wasn't specific enough. The new one has black crappy buttons, no collar, the waist doesn't cinch, it itches, its heavy, it makes me look like shit, and the shoulders are damn square. I tried it on again when i got home, and decided maybe i should just wear my old brown coat. I guess I got what i asked for, but it sucks.

Thats how life works, doesn't it?

still no title

I have been hearing about a lot of drama at school.
My life is drama-less. I can't think of the last time I have really fought with someone.

My version of drama is getting an A on that math test (YEAH!!!!)

I'm not sure what I'm going to do about the whole "Zucky" thing. Maybe I should've never said yes to being his gf, and just left it at dating. IDK. I can tell he's uncomfortable with the whole thing, and I have a lot to think about.

I'm starting a new med this summer (for the crohn's) and its pretty serious. I don't know if I want a bf during that. It has nothing to do with him, I just feel like I want to deal with this alone, and then deal with relationships again in the fall. Do you get time-outs in dating? I didn't think so. I don't want to break up, yet I don't want to deal with guys. Grrrr.

He keeps saying how glad he is that I'm his girlfriend. I really like him, so I don't want to be all "I only want to think about me".
I like being with him, so I don't know why this is bothering me so much.

Please leave a comment telling me what to do.

I'll think of a title...maybe...

The reason I can never think of a title is because I never know what I am going to write about. So... yet again, a crappy title.

Nothing has really been happening in my life. Every time something fun or exciting happens, it eventually settles. Like a rock thrown in a lake. Oh wait...I know! I bought a yo-yo! I have been yo-yo-ing ever since I bought it (22 hours ago)

After reading Misty's blog, I am going to announce I am also on team Strawberrie. Maybe we should make shirts!

Zucky and I haven't been doing much. In fact, he barely says anything to me. He likes to stand next to me, or hold hands, but he never says anything. It gets me wondering. Was there ever any conversation? Am I just being paranoid and forgetting all the good times we have had? Oh, and by the way, If you mention any of this to him I'll literally NOM YO FACE OFF!!!!! We'll end up working this out, I just need NO INTERFERENCE!!!!

I feel like this blog is a less violent version of my diary. And for some reason I am letting people I don't even know read it.

Next on the agenda, it is almost the end of the school year. For the most part I am satisfied. I am so close to my A in math I could die. I need this A! I can't let my evil math teacher ruin my straight A's! Grades and art are the only things I have, and art can not carry me to where I want to be! Why would such a sweet old lady, hate me with such a passion?

I GOT A DRESS!!!!!!!!!!

As all of you probably heard, I GOT A DRESS! I love it! Monday Strawberrie and I went to the mall. After trying on a about 600 gubzillion dresses, I finally concluded I should get the pretty one.

It's pink! It has ruffled bodice ( which goes down to the butt) and then it has a short pickup skirt. It is strapless, but luckily my mom approved it. Right were the bodice and skirt meet, there are some light and fluffy looking flowers made out of tulle. I think Zucky will really like it.

Strawberrie and i also found some really cute shoes to go with it.

Thus my search for a dress ends...for now...

In any who, we started acting out A Midsummer's night Dream in Language A. For now, I am Hermia, one of the 4 lovers. Jake (efron)and Babitz played Lysander and Demetrius. Helena was played by tall Emily. Even though I didn't have a clue what I was saying, I think I did pretty good. (or at least better than efron who couldn't pronounce a single word)

Since all the costumes were out this morning, Short Emily and I wore butterfly wing through advisory. And since Em likes to OD on anything sparkly,she wore them in Spanish. (I gave mine back). But hey, when you're a butterfly princess, why not wear wings?

O, and I got a 37 out of 40 on the math test!

And Strawberrie, I don't care how u spell it, no BEARS!

P.S. Me and Zucky have been spending more and more time together. Plus, we stopped trying to pretend that nothing was going on.

(2) P.S. (1 p.s. wasn't enough!) Comment! I know you're out there!

Aaaarg.

Aaaarg. Not like a pirate, like grrrrrrrrrr.

I get blood drawn all the time, so i went after school. Of course I got an a-hole nurse who doesn't know how to draw blood. My arm hasn't hurt so much since i feel down the stairs. (i do that a lot too... not to mention falling up the stairs). Overall, ouch.

My hamster just feel asleep on my shoulder (so cute!)

We got our interims. (I don't know how to spell interum...interim...inerterim?)Everything looked good, execpt for math. That lying jerk. What she really should have written was Math: I want to eat your child's face off.

Something weird happened today, but I'm too confused to write about it. Come to think about it 3 weird things happened today. Oh well...

Tadah...

I think I finally figured out how to fix the comment thingy. Yeah!!! I expect everyone to leave a comment, considering i had many aggravating trial and errors.

Nothing really happened today except for the ominous mountains of homework looming above me. I hate homework. Keep the school work, IN SCHOOL!!!

I don't know why, but I always feel like school is a competition. Not so much about learning, just getting your grade. I feel like now that I've established myself as one of the smart ones, school should be done. I'm counting down the seconds until school ends. That is unless I'm with Zucker, than I savor every second. We are officially on a hugging basis. We are taking things slow. I'm glad. Fast moving relationships never last long.

p.s. I got an 85 on that super hard test. God I hate her. She is so nit-picky. Plus she acts like I'm stupid. Jerk.

The slow lorris

My title has nothing to do with what I'm writing. I just like slow lorrises.

It is amazing how many people have given advice to Zucker. Sometimes when I'm standing right next to him. Things like "kiss her, NOW!" and "buy her something pretty!" have been discussed when I was standing right there. I can't believe how quickly it got around.

Since we are going to the dance together, I want to buy a new dress. My mom thinks I should wear one I already own. But to be perfectly honest, none of them are just right. I want something perfect.

I feel so snooty. (hehe snooty...) I'm like a stupid teenager who can't think about anything except clothing.

Anyways, today my math teacher gave us a really hard test. She didn't even know how to solve the problems. It's always concerning when the teacher doesn't know how to do the problems on the test. This isn't surprising though, because she takes all her tests from the other higher level math teacher.

Headlining News:

Mrs. Kensinger is retiring! I heard this from the most reliable source, next to Mrs. Kensinger herself.

Other teachers retiring: Mrs. Taylor
Mrs.Wilby

Teachers being layed off: Mr. Goldthorp (as seen in the local news)

P.s. My hamster thinks he's a beaver!!!

GRRRRRRRRRRRRRR!

Just in case anyone ever believed my math teacher was nice, they were sadly mistaken. We took a test on simplifying fractions (with unknowns of course) and the class average was a 72. The usual class average is 88. The main problem you ask? She never taught us how to do any of that! We spent like 2 days on it!
Just what I needed...something to bring down my average. Grrrrrrrrr.

1 day down on the Nj Ask.
it felt like 12.

I'm thinking about opening an Etsy shop. Who knows...maybe I'll become rich and famous. Or at least rich.