The worst...

So, last night sucked. I was accused and yelled at by my dad, for something I can prove I didn't do. He called me numerous words I will not be repeating. With good reason, I took back his father's day gift.

So yeah. I told Zucky I knew he was more into us dating than I was, and he said no, and I said yes, and he said idk. WE ARE NOT BROKEN UP. WE ARE NOT BREAKING UP. I didn't bring it up, and he didn't bring it up. In case anyone thought we were, we aren't ( as of the moment). We are still together. He is a nice guy, and he's going to camp for 6 weeks.

I only wish he'd stop trying to be with me constantly. Whenever he sees me, he comes over. And just to pretend he is humoring the conversation we had about personal space, he moves to another group, and watches me from there.

I realize now talking is really important in a relationship. that or I just don't like quite guys. Keep it mind.

still no title

I have been hearing about a lot of drama at school.
My life is drama-less. I can't think of the last time I have really fought with someone.

My version of drama is getting an A on that math test (YEAH!!!!)

I'm not sure what I'm going to do about the whole "Zucky" thing. Maybe I should've never said yes to being his gf, and just left it at dating. IDK. I can tell he's uncomfortable with the whole thing, and I have a lot to think about.

I'm starting a new med this summer (for the crohn's) and its pretty serious. I don't know if I want a bf during that. It has nothing to do with him, I just feel like I want to deal with this alone, and then deal with relationships again in the fall. Do you get time-outs in dating? I didn't think so. I don't want to break up, yet I don't want to deal with guys. Grrrr.

He keeps saying how glad he is that I'm his girlfriend. I really like him, so I don't want to be all "I only want to think about me".
I like being with him, so I don't know why this is bothering me so much.

Please leave a comment telling me what to do.

I'll think of a title...maybe...

The reason I can never think of a title is because I never know what I am going to write about. So... yet again, a crappy title.

Nothing has really been happening in my life. Every time something fun or exciting happens, it eventually settles. Like a rock thrown in a lake. Oh wait...I know! I bought a yo-yo! I have been yo-yo-ing ever since I bought it (22 hours ago)

After reading Misty's blog, I am going to announce I am also on team Strawberrie. Maybe we should make shirts!

Zucky and I haven't been doing much. In fact, he barely says anything to me. He likes to stand next to me, or hold hands, but he never says anything. It gets me wondering. Was there ever any conversation? Am I just being paranoid and forgetting all the good times we have had? Oh, and by the way, If you mention any of this to him I'll literally NOM YO FACE OFF!!!!! We'll end up working this out, I just need NO INTERFERENCE!!!!

I feel like this blog is a less violent version of my diary. And for some reason I am letting people I don't even know read it.

Next on the agenda, it is almost the end of the school year. For the most part I am satisfied. I am so close to my A in math I could die. I need this A! I can't let my evil math teacher ruin my straight A's! Grades and art are the only things I have, and art can not carry me to where I want to be! Why would such a sweet old lady, hate me with such a passion?