I'm in pain

So basically, the title explains my post. My stomach feels like pins are being gabbed through it, and then set on fire. I feel as if I am outside of my own self, looking at me, and feeling pity. I'm sure there are people out there who are dealing with worse, and I am certain there are people out there who simply "deal with it". I am not one of those people.

There are other things to be said, but I won't be saying them. Not now.